Friday, April 24, 2009,12:06 am
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know.
i'm here screaming at the top of my lungs and you don't hear a thing do you ?
so much for friend.
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today was alright, relatively slack.
or maybe because my brain was switched off.
econs, maths, geog.
i really couldnt absorb a thing.
( except the cool video we watched about volcanoes )
also, we washed our last 2 cars today!
FINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY !!(:
it was such a relief when we threw down the sponge and cloth for the last time ! :DDDD
& the long awaited thursday was finally here.
del, Cat and i had our picnic! (:
it wasnt much of a picnic though,
but i loved it anyway(:
we trashed, we crapped, we listened, we gazed.
it was short, but it made me feel 10000x better.
the three of us just needed some time to get away from everything.
it was a great comfort to me knowing that they were there(:
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this has just beent he worst week so far.
i just want to run away,
drop everything, run away and find the true meaning to life.
make someone's life happy, see the joy in someone else's eyes.
then maybe i'll find my peace.
there's alot of things i want to rant out now, everything.
maybe tomorrow.
i need to clear my head, get my story straight):
when i saw what you were doing today, something in my heart just broke.
i want to think that i'm wrong.
i want to think that things have not changed.
but come on, i'm not that stupid.
i know you aren't either.
i feel i dont even know you anymore):
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